This is Love Patel. This story I am writing as my confession to you all & you have to decide that what ever happened, was my mistake, should I have avoided ? Should I have done wrong? You all have to decide.
Some times certain things happened in your life which you do not have any control & they just happened without any notice & makes you think that why we are so weak & cannot have control on ourselves. RAKESH was my friend from last 20 years. We both are from Ahmedabad. Usually we met at his place.
Because he was living in his own big house. Mostly we spend Saturdays evenings at his home, watching movies & cracking jokes & having some drinks RAKESH family has not too big, his wife Neeti and a small baby of two years. My regular visit made me there like a family member.
One Saturday I went to met RAKESH. I rang a bell. Neeti opened the door, she received me eagerly. Neeti asked me to sit in a living room. There was no one at home. I asked about RAKESH.
Neelti told me that he has gone to the market to buy some vegetables. Neeti asked me the tea and before my answer she went to kitchen. She came back very soon with a tray of tea. She took the tray on the table and sat on the same sofa where I was. She was making tea for me and also for herself soon.
She smiled and told me that I was waiting for you, She was wearing a black colored salwaar, low-neck kameez with a red rose dupatta. Her reddish color was shining in that. She never used cloths like this; usually she used casual dress at home.
We were talking on every topic, Her husband, children, my family etc. She raise and went to on the TV. She came back and sat very close to me even I can smell her body fragrance. We were talking and watching.
Suddenly I felt her hand touched my fingers. I couldn’t believe it. Initially I thought it happened by mistake but when I looked at her eyes, she was staring at me and then she started pressing it. I was shocked and became nervous. I removed my hand from that place and went outside.
She too became very embarrassed. We didn’t spoke for a while and then she told me that she wants to talk me some important issue. Yes, why not anytime you may talk it. Once She became calm. I asked her I am waiting.
She told me stammering that she loves me. I wondered to see and listen this. I keep silent because I have nothing to say. I glanced her with surprisingly. Is She was dodging me? And hang down her head in shame.
Then she put her head on my shoulder and said that she is helpless to keep it more secrets from me. Because she couldn’t tolerate it more. I asked her that from when she feels like this? She replied that from the first day whenever she saw me. And with this she burst into tear and saying Don’t with draw your favor from me.
I am really helpless.. I consoled her in confusion. I was not able to decide how to react but unknowingly my fingers went into her hairs and in consoling mode. I asked her what happened. She broke in tears & said I DO NOT LOVE RAKESH. I was shocked to listen to what she was saying. I know rakesh from a very long time. He is working in a bank drawing good salary.
He is short hightailed about 5’ 5’’ a little dark complexion. Average built, not too smart, lives a simple life. He is not too ambitious & happy whats ever he has. He has his own house not sponsored by anyone & made it with his own & banks funds & made it in a nice manner. He is simple, shy but a good human being.
And now I thought about her on that point, which I had never thought earlier. She was utmost pretty and was in her mid youth of 32. Her complexion is whitish and had a long black hair. She kept herself fitted and was very slim with an average height, and God has given her a beauty which is remarkable. She has lovely breast and hips. Her breast and hips are sexy & have superb curves. She has thin waist She has a big black eyes. Her lips were rosy and were just like a wine cup.
I asked her why is it so that you do not love Rakesh ? I was highly confused what is wrong in Rakesh ? She looked in my eyes and said that from the day Rakesh came to see her she did not liked her but due to her parents pressure, looking at his stability they can not afford to loose him. Oh I said.
She told me that she was in love with a boy in his class who was tall, handsome & very attractive. And after the marriage I agreed to my destiny & tried to console my self that one cannot have every thing in the life. She said that she forgot every thing & tried her best to settle in her life & then I came in her life.
She said that when she saw me her desires took over her as I have all the qualities which she has always admired. I am tall 6’ 1’’ white complexion, handsome & talks freely. In the mean time My hand were moving on her waist while she clung to me tight.
But Neeti have you ever taught about this relation? As you know better that we both are married and have children. Yes, why not more than many times. But love is blind it doesn’t see. What I should I do? I don’t care of my family but I don’t want disturb your life because I love you.
By that time I did not control myself to love her. I put my lips on her rosy lips and she responded eagerly starving. As she has already clung to her breast and me were pressing to me very tightly. She was really so soft like silk. My arms were also around her waist taking her. We were kissing with warmth of affection. I was rubbing gently her waist. And then my hand came to her breast under her armpit.
She slipped away little to give way to my hand as she pressed very tight to me. And it was a signal from her that she is ready for anything.. But, then suddenly I thought about my wife, my children & more ever my friend RAKESH who was very close to me & is like my brother. How can I cheat them ?
What will happen if he comes to know? It will ruin every thing. It will ruin my friendship & faith. And then I took that decision, I cannot do that & I pushed Neeti away & said, Neeti this is wrong we can not do that. We both have our families & children & how can we betray them. I can not do that & boldly I ran away from her house.
I came home breathing heavily, my wife gave a glass of water & asked what happened, I said nothing & just I am not feeling good & then went to my room & tried to sleep. But sleep never came, from that day every night I keep on thinking that day’s happening. I was disturbed, I was not able to focus on any thing, my work, my daily routines got disturbed & it has started showing on my face.
My colleagues, my family kept on asking, what happened to me. But what I can explain them & I kept mum. This way a week passed & then one day my friend RAKESH called me up. Where are you ? He asked. I said I was busy. He said that it has been long we did not have drinks & asked me to come to his house tonight. I refused & said it may not be possible today. But he forced me & finally I agreed to come to his house but we will go out side at some restaurant. He agreed.
I reached his house a little late at around 9 pm. He was waiting for me & he has made a drink for himself. I told him to go out but he said that your bhabhi has made some excellent chilly chicken & lets have it, I was confused but what can I do ? In the mean time Neeti came from kitchen & said namaste.
I can see that the happiness has gone from her face too. My friend poured some whisky in a glass with some water, ice & soda. We said cheers & started our drinks. The chilly chicken was fantastic & better than from any restaurant. I told RAKESH that he is lucky to have wife like Neeti. He laughed & said that I too am lucky to have a friend like me. Neeti was sitting in front of us & was taking mango juice.
I offered her chicken which she refused, I forcibly gave one piece to her & she tasted a small part of it & kept it aside. I asked RAKESH what happened to her. He said I don’t know as she in same mood from last one week, may be she is not feeling well. But, I was aware what happened a week’s back.
Suddenly, Neeti went back to kitchen & RAKESH too got up for Loo. I was alone behind them & then Neeti came with a surprise. She hit me on my face & was in anger.
RAKESH asked from the loo, what happened. I said nothing just the plate fell off. Neeti was still standing in front of me & was silent. But her eyes were asking many questions. She was asking how dare I can leave her alone that day, was there any thing wrong with her, I don’t know what she wants to ask but her eyes, her face was telling everything.
Story continues tomorrow.